Monday, June 19, 2006
my tutorial teacher called me on thurs...not really call lah... my poly friends called me to inform me that i gotta go back to sch... deadline is friday which is the 1st day of my annual camp... but then thurs got to prepare those things... haiz~~ so i skip the prepare thingy n went to sch... then the following day is the annual camp liao...
think i can failed my performance in the camp... then my probation can b extend liao... haiz~~ i know i gotta perform... but then i cant blame anyone also... think they all thought tt i'm nt doin anything... i'm trying to do le... juz tt tc nv give me the job... ask him give, he nv give.. then some job i auto take... but then looks like nth to them also... so i cant blame anyone if i've got my P extend.... it seems like i cant commit like that... coz my study timing is abit too 'nice' daily so late end... cant go for the training... haiz~~ i've got the chat with sir,jt n now sr.... trying to change le.. but then looks like they see nth... i feel that things i do on the back, no one knows.. like not recognise like that... seems like the expectation for me is damm high...
juz feel that in unit, i like dun dare to apply my CI ship like tt... dunno izzit coz of stress or what... but on the outside i feel that i apply my CI ship.... so i'm like confuse like tt... but nt totally confuse.. things i wanna say, people say... then make me nth to say... so basically think that i'm quiet in the unit... then causes my performance like nt gd like tt... haiz~~~ so mao dun.... did what i think is right... talk to CC n ACC during the camp.. then like a mistake is not really is a mistake.... haiz~~
dunno what to say... think mayb i need somemore da ji ba... mayb atc tt time, i'll change... my job scope in admin, nt purposely got mistake then was like thunder strike me like tt.... but nt totally strike also.. haiz~~ SIANz all the waY~~
nO cOmMenTs~~
11:00 PM
