Sunday, October 29, 2006
yesterday got sch open house, went to help out... and got emotion breakdown once again... this time really cried out.. in sch somemore... its not the 1st time le.. but its ok.. know that partly i'm at fault too... those that saw me breakdown, think its the 1st time u all really saw that... suprising right... always look happy happy like that... cried out coz mayb i felt some care n concern or basically felt so depress over it...well.. its actually abt cca... i know my performance n commitment level is like, it isnt there at all... coz of studying.. which is not a matter lah... juz felt so mao dun n confuse.. felt lost at times too... dunno what i shld say.. but hope things will work out... then i can once again b a more cheerful person... plus probably a more 'cleaner' person... sometimes when i got some concern, i got so emotional... after that, went out with friends, those who know what happen in sch, upon they mention it, they know i abt to cry again... so they nv mention much... appreciate u all.. think that's all i wanna say ba... got some tears again... bloggin out..
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