Tuesday, July 03, 2007
dude.... yesterday had a fight with my mum abt my overseas attachment... so angry... juz bcoz my partner was a guy, then i was basically being shut off with her comments saying 'i thought u goin with a girl'... haiz~~ so my overseas, i think, i cant look forward to it anymore... so blinded with it right now.... once again, a good opportunity was taken away due to my mum comments... what the toot....
forever its like that.. because of them, i made changes to the plans that i wanna have it... always like that... respected them n etc.. ended up, do they know what i really wanna have? they also nv ask what i really wanna have... so angry that i cried, without letting them know abt it... mentioning abt it now, brought tears to my eyes once again.. haiz~~ but its not rolling down my cheeks... hehe~~ basically, i dun like people not to listen to what i'm talking when there's important thingy coz they may missed out things... HAIZ~~~~ SHALL NOT BOTHER ANYMORE... REBEL may START anytime anywhere.... ARGH~~~!!!!
well... shall not mention it anymore... leave it to whatever fate it goes... shall change topic... today i was basically day-dreaming, dreaming abt some pass things... was laughing down at my heart...cant laugh out though as i'm at the public if not people think i'm mentally toot... juz read my friends blog, its actually abt last friday... went sp, to book test.. but due to lunchtime n etc... stayed in the school for awhile... was so funny throughout the meet up... so crappy n funny... as for today, though i end lesson at 1, but i got extras at 3-5.. so bored... stayed in school for some extra lesson... so bored... help my friend buy one chocolate dessert for his business project... after that, went out to have dinner and headed home...
nth to say also... feeling moody,lost, hurt and emotional, worst to worst no feeling...
signing out...
9:59 PM
